You may not, but i do

So, others may not feel like blogging but i do..

Today has been a good and yet intersting day...nothing has really gone according to plan and that is definately okay and my car battery died because i left the lights on...(oh, I'm such a goof ball but a funny one at that)

I am realizing more and more that many people around me are feeling devalued and unappreciated...and somehow i think that it is an epidemic because i'm kind of feeling that way as well...not from anyone that regularly comments and reads my blog but from my 'friends' here on campus. I am starting to think that i just set too high of expectations for what i consider friendships to be...mostly because i set so high of expectations on myself as a friend to others.

I think that at times it is hard to seperate ourselves and the way that we do things from others and the way that they do them...i just look at life a little differently than some. I hold friendships very highly because of the fact that for many years i didnt' really have any true friends. And now when i recieve one..i don't really care to let it go.

But i am also realizing that sometimes ties have to be broken and people have to be lost you can't always hold on to a certain image of how things should be because things and people change all the time. I think i need to learn how to roll with the punches and I will just have to keep on loving others the way that Jesus contiously loves me.