I"m just sad...not sure of what else to say than that. A lot to do yet to get insurance for the new baby and me..i know God will work it out...I"m just a little overwhelmed with it all and kind of procrastinating going to the state office again. I really need to push myself to not be selfish, and proud...and just do it. I'm due for a check up and it could still take weeks to process paperwork. Honestly i don't want to go back...most of the people that work there are so rude, and i feel like i'm being constantly judged by them, but maybe that's there job to make sure i'm the real deal and not just someone trying to take advantage of the system.
I just can't stop crying tonight, i'm sure it's mostly hormones...but still I wish i could think more clearly
I'm just sad, struggling to see the importance in doing housework and as a result neglecting it. Which isn't good or fair for my husband that gives so much sacrificially to me.
Really missing some people in Arkansas right now...
I'm just sad...
but I know if that's the least of my troubles i'm doing better than most
2 comments:
oh Sweetie...it's ok. It's ok to be overwhelmed and hesitant. And you didn't do anything wrong, so you shouldn't feel guilty. I'm sorry that people there at that office are rude. Think how narrow and ugly their lives must be on a regular basis.
It's just housework. If you need to take a little break from it, do it. Do something to take care of yourself...paint your nails or something that just makes you feel cared for. Do something that reminds you of the value that God places on you and the fact that He knows your heart.
Lots of people have stories like yours. Think about how you will talk about this time in 20 years...in 5 years. You are gonna be ok. I know it.
((HUG))
tears, and lot's of thank you's...it's been a while but maybe I will paint my nails...
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