Can't believe this is happening again...already

Nausea, extra tiredness, hot flashes? The hot flashes have been a new addition in this pregnancy kind of strange to me, thankfully though, i haven't been quite as sick with this one as i was with Ellie maybe that means we're going to have a boy. Or maybe it just means that i know how to deal with it more. Either way it's hard for us to believe that we're going down this road again already, so soon, sometimes it feels like too soon. We have peace about it though as we were doing what we could do to not get pregnant besides abstinence which is the only 100% birth control but isn't necessarily the healthiest for marriages. For some reason God chose to make a baby despite our greatest efforts and we have peace knowing that He ultimatley closes and opens the womb and has the final say. So the baby is due April 29th 2010 and Ellie and he or she will only be a little over 13 months apart....but i think it will be good babies after all are blessings not cancer.