Everyone always says to someone right before they have a baby "it changes everything." And I think there is a part of us that knows that but can't fully understand until it happens.
Right now, it feels like we're in a fog and we're trying to find our way through but we can't help but wonder is there even a way? Will we have to live in this fog forever?
I mean somethings are still completely clear, like we love eachother more than we have before, we love our daughter...what a beautiful, precious gift, and we love our Saviour. But other things aren't clear anymore...finances, family time, job, school?
We had a routine for our family before Ellie came, it worked well for us, it took a while for us to find one that worked well...now that Ellie is here we're trying to find a different one..I'm hoping that it will come soon so that we can work well as a unit again.
Just takes a little time sometimes, huh?
3 comments:
yeah it does...and once you think you've got it down, they hit a new stage and changes everything...
the fog will come and go...the love will still be there through it all...and it will make it worth it.
amy is right...you just keep going. You won't see anything clearly for awhile and then you'll be on top of a mountain and get a glimpse of all it can be...and then you sink down again. That's life and faith and love and the whole she-bang.
And then one day you wake up and she's 9 3/4 and saying that she might want to be an author and a pilot and a teacher and conservationist and an artist when she grows up.
cedric is over 6 months old and i still don't have a good routine.
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