Feeling better

I'm feeling better today...but it took a while to...lol.

I woke up this morning and Carl and I took a walk and then i just cried as he left for work because I was feeling discouraged. Carl being the sweet man he is just prayed with me and gave his blessing to go out with a friend if the opportunity rised.

So I was surprised when the opportunity did come and my friend Kara from church took me out for lunch and we went shopping together. It was a good afternoon and I came home and took a nap.

My mother in-law is coming out tomorrow, she'll be here sometime in the afternoon and I think it will be nice to have someone to wait with me as I wait either for labor to start or an induction. I'm pretty sure that if I don't start labor by Friday, depending on if i've dialated anymore, the doctor will either want to induce me on Friday afternoon or Monday morning. So either way I'm looking at having a baby soon and that helps too.

I think i will just continue to try to enjoy these last few days without baby and most importantly trust and realize that God has perfect timing for everything.