I hate cancer possibilities

Carl is schedule for a consultation with an Oral surgen for a Biopsey, Friday the 7th.





We went to the dentist on the 27 of November for a regular check up and the dentist saw some abnormal discolaration on Carl's tong...actually its not just a small part of his tong its the whole side of his tong. And after seeing it the dentist strongly....almost demanded he was so strong....urged Carl to go see an Oral surgeon for a biopsey test to be performed to make sure that it is Lupicado ( i think i spelled that right)....Cancer of the mouth.





Yeah and who says newlyweds have it easy.



Our first month was filled with mis-communication and interpretations we were quesitoniong at one point if it was a good thing that we even got married...(yeah i never shared that with any one)



Our second month started off a lot better after working though all of the first month issues and then we go in for a regular check up and now are facing the possiblity of Carl having cancer in his mouth...of all places...he's never smoked or drank a day in his life and he has to get checked for cancer.



Whats worse is that i'm not niave about cancer...i've watched others before go through it and I've told God that i'm just not sure i can do it one more time.



Not only that but cancer found in anyplace from the neck up is very hard and dangers battle to fight most people don't survive but a couple of years because unlike breast or prostate cancer surgeons just can't remove a whole mouth...or neck...or brain...ect...that's why so many people die because the cancer just keeps coming back....



So yeah...while i shouldn't worry about this right now...I'm a little worried...and when people say it's probably nothing I wonder how they will feel if it does turn out to be indeed something