okay, i need to explain my lost blog entry because i think i've seemed to confuse everyone into to thinking that i'm obessed about 'finding' the one...so let me explain the last entry...
As with any major life change that takes place difficulties arrive and one of my major areas of struggle is loneliness...and it isn't necessary the type of "i want a man loneliness." i'm not going to lie someday it would be nice but what i really want right now is some companionship with other people over the age of 18...
I typed my last blog entry late last night and when i got up this morning i was going to erase it becasue i knew that it was going to turn into this "don't worry about a man" conversation which i didn't want because i'm not worried...
The whole bravery thing in the last blog had more to do with me stepping out of my comfort zone and taking an inititive in getting to know some people my own age....the whole "how long" thing was meaning how long will i just sit around and wait before i take an inititive...and the whole thing about finding someone was me just opening a part of my heart up that i do desire but am not obsessing over....
Also there were 3 other major things on that blog that i talked about so try not to focus on the thing at the bottom of the list...it's at the bottom for a reason
I appreciate the fact that everyone just wants me to live a happy independant life apart from any man and guess what so do i...but the point of my last blog entry wasn't supposed to be a "i can't be happy without a man"...what it was is a challenge to myself to not sit around and wait and let life pass me by...and the whole 'waiting' process for me has a lot to do with more things than just men.
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