here's my dilema...but it's at least a good one.

what in the world...?

I am suppossed to start training at the bookstore on Monday however the Elizabeth Richardson Center called and wants me to work for them full time and wants me to come in on Monday at 1:00pm for an interview not only this but i am expecting to hear back from the lab place sometime next week...

What am i suppossed to do...i need a job yes, but how long do i wait before i commit to one job and then another one pop up? I know the Richardson center will probably want to hire me right away...but i can't really start until the following week anyways with Rob and Vanessa's anniversary coming up and me the lined up babysitter for their overnight get away.

Not only that but its not as if i really want to work at the Richardson center i just want to be able to live on my own by september...but the Lab technician job will probably pay more than the richardson center as well as give me better benefits...but will it be as fulfilling as working with the mentally handicapped? Maybe not but it probably won't be as stressful and it won't have me working ungodly hours of the night.

so What in the world am i suppossed to do ... do i wait...or do i just take it for survival sake and while so many are on the survival end of the spectrum part of me really wants to be able to enjoy life out here and the Lab Technician thing is definately a possibility.

truth be told i would rather wait for something that i definately want than to commit to a job that is for mere survival guide.

We'll find out what next week brings and here's hoping the Human Resource Manager at the Biotechnical Lab will get back from vacation sooner than expected.