Friday, June 09, 2006

only a little discouraged

So, today i finally received a financial statement from BBC and I still owe $1092. This just discourages me...I mean i know that it could be a lot more but when i took out my student loans i wasn't suppossed to have anything left like that now i still do. What i find more frustrating is i didn't even know that i had a balance left at all until about 3 weeks before school got out and then after asking for a statement to be sent to me over and over again. I didn't recieve a statement until just now.

Some of you might be thinking "Why is this so discouraging Come on its only..." it's discouraging because i also have other bills that i'm trying to get caught up on..and just when i think i've gotten there i haven't, so while trying to pay Bills and save up money. Sometimes the two just don't go hand in hand.

Welcome to life...i supposse.

2 comments:

Elizabeth said...

Yes...welcome to life. I hate to tell you this, but it probably won't get easier for a while. Just remember...this is a phase that everyone passes through. All of a sudden, you're out of college, have no money, owe enough money to feel like a slave, and can hardly get a grip on life without the label "student".

Hang in there. Once things finally come together...it will be exhilerating. Let this time open your heart to things of God that you may not have opened up to at school.

I love you and am sorry it is so discouraging for you. I understand because it took more than a year for me to "get a grip" so to speak. You'll do better than I did, though, I'm sure.

Vanessa said...

Yep...we are there again...everytime you start over, the financial thing changes. I comfort myself with this...

Jesus was poor.


And with tomorrow looming large, I just wanted to tell you how much we are going to miss you. You have been a part of this dream for a long time and I wish you could be here with us.

((HUGS))