Monday, December 19, 2005
Shutting down
No, i'm not shutting down this blog site. But i did shut down my Xanga site. I just got tired of posting things that nobody ever comments on. And while i know that i don't always get comments on this one I know that you all read it. Besides, this blog is me. All of me, not just the part of me that i am willing to show. But all of it. I like being able to be honest and not fear about being judged for my honesty. Well, not completely without fear lets face it we all judge and get judged in return. However, i would rather be judged by people who know me than be judged by those who really don't.
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WELL see goes to show ya..I didn't even know you HAD a xznagna site. what in the heck is a Xanga anyway?
Honey..I'm NOT trying to be patronistic (oops patronizing)..but I think it is a sure sign of youth when one fears "being judged" (well for anything)..not in the "spiritual" sense of being judged...in morality or whatever--But ..when a person has a well shall I say.."effusive" personality like mine..there comes a point in your life (if one is LUCKY enough) to just..LIVE.
I mean..LIVE enough to follow what you are supposed to do..with out fear of THis or that..or what people think..or retaliation.
One GREAT Book I'd recommend..is Susan Jeffers "Face the fear and do it anyway"..she has a GREAT website also.and daily emails etc if you sign up for them. I like "affirmations"..Its a biblical concept also..as a man thinketh in his heart so is he...I know as a college student recommending a book for pleasure or personal growth is next to heresy..but hey..THOT i'd give it a shot.
Plus one other thought for the moment..I've found that people "who judge me that dont know me"..usually have great deal of 2 things..either FEAR ..or ANGER.I threaten them in some way..or their established ideas of "how things should be". (or maybe they are just jealous because of my beauty!!).....
I've been thought of as a Shallow Christian, judged for how I speak (freely usually-- which shocks some people), and mocked by "good" christians.
I dont have to worry about THEM.
I just (as do you) have to do what we are directed to do...whether it's move 9 times in 2 1/2 years (as I have done for "Jesus"), interview rapists in prison and talk to them about GOd..or kiss my kids goodnight.
Judging others frankly..is too much work for me. I'd rather just love.
sorry for the long rambling post.
Revel in your Youth, your wanderings and your freedom. You have soOO much you dont' even realize dear sara!!
That is not nice. I comment on you xanga that is a good way for us to stay in contact. So you didnt get my message about my date last night.
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