I emailed this to Vanessa, thought though i would open my heart and let the rest of you see where my mind has been lately.
I had a dream last night...I was back in Ithaca standing with Vanessa on the Front Porch of your house...Mattie, and Calvin were outside playing with Steve(of all people?) who was walking around the neighborhood locking things up..Charleigh was playing inside the house...
Vanessa and I were talking about life drinking coffee and hot chocolate..She then said goodbye and told me how much they were going to miss me (we cried a little) and then she packed up and left...I was all alone and (this is funny) and then Charleigh came out of the blue standing by me and i said "Well, she kind of left something behind...she'll be back, I'll see her again." She came back picked up her baby and left again..and then i was alone and said
"She kind of left something behind..she'll be back, i'll see her again."
I think i'm kind of missing home, and some "odd" (lol)people right now...
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yes, odd people is an apt description....people who's feet fall asleep causing them to sprain their ankle. People who's baby puts her hand in her diaper while you are on the phone and pull out a big handful of cuu cuu...People who have car repairs on top of car repairs....and that was just today.
I miss you too.
isn't it wonderful to have people and places to miss?...yeah, it might not be fun, but think how empty we would feel without those longings for somebody we love.
No matter who or what you become attached to...when it is gone..it leaves a hole..to be replaced with scar tissue...a little tougher, and stronger.
It really sucks.
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