I have lonely days around here at school so i try to go surround myself with people just to discover that they are all too busy for me. The thing is i know that it isn't that they don't want to spend time with me they just dont have time to. College days can be very busy as you all know.
I miss hugs from those who truly "hug"me.
I miss sitting in the living room with Vanessa drinking hot chocolate talking about life.
I miss Charleigh crying,
I miss Vinny whinning
I miss Mattie laughing
I miss all three kids who do all three things
I miss Elizabeth
I miss hot chocolate made by Elizabeth
I miss my Dad and all of his grumpiness
I miss my Dads laugh when silly things come out of his daughters mouth
I miss my Mom and all of her "my sugar and spice"
I miss that house on Gwinner street ( i would by it if i could)
I miss that house E.South street
I miss Nathan, my brother, and his blue eyes
I miss my sister, Misty, and my neice,Cody.
I miss my sister, Megan, and even her older boyfriend Carlos
I miss Jenny, my best friend
I miss that Church in the rich complex area (or at least some of the people in that church)
I miss that, one guy married to that one girl, at that one church...lol
I miss chicken dinners from the Downtown Cafe
I miss renting movies and eating pizza
I even miss the smell that only Ithaca, Michigan has.
I miss Jesus (is that possible or is it bad theology?)
It is a lot like my dream...that i miss, which would include camp (thus the reason steve was locking all of the neighborhood doors)
I am thankful that i miss these things...because there was a time when i wanted nothing to do with some of these things.
I may miss them all and plenty more that i haven't expressed but the tears i cry are warm, gentle, and comforting...because someday I'll be back (even for just a short time) and i will see them again...
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I miss:
feeling young,
feeling invincible,
feeling wealthy,
feeling Thrilled at anything,
feeling unfettered,
feeling romantic,
feeling alive.
donna, do you feel dead?
just kidding.
um, sara, i miss you, too. i have good news for you...when you graduate...you'll miss college and college friends, too! okay, so maybe that's not good news, but man what i would give right now to be back in college!
I miss "home" too. Can you believe there isn't a decent pizza place in this whole area???? I'd give anything for some Main Street right now....even a PMS pizza would be great....and a cup of coffee from MY SISTER's CLOSET and a hug from everyone at church, and a certain college girl popping in to make me laugh. I miss my own stuff...I miss my friends....I miss knowing where the stink anything is in the grocery store....I miss the lady at Ric's with all the piercings that was always super nice and didn't make me feel badly when I used the WIC coupons...I miss the WIC coupons....I miss the South School being 2.5 minutes away and I miss my mailman...seriously, i loved my mailman....(you know what I mean)....
I never thought I would ever get over being homesick for western PA, but if I didn't live here, I would be in Ithaca in a heartbeat.
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